那次流淚後，我在心裡想：

這烏雲遮天、似乎看不到一絲希望的時候，不正是修煉大樂觀、大堅強的好機會嗎？

我為什麼不珍惜這修煉的好機會、反而覺的它是苦呢？

我為什麼要想這地獄般的折磨什麼時候是盡頭呢？

我只應該抱住一個信念：堅忍到生命的最後一口氣！

從那以後我每天都和自己對話：

「你還在呼吸嗎？」

「在。」

「那就繼續忍！」

（待續）

(英文對照)

I reflected after the sobbing --

Isn’t this dark-clouds-enshrouding-the-sky, seemingly-not-a-shred-of-hope-could-be-seen moment, precisely a good opportunity of cultivating great optimism and toughness?

Why did I not treasure this good opportunity of cultivation, but took it as suffering?

Why did I need to think about when these hellish tortures would end?

I should just hold on to one faith: Endure toughly until the last breath of my life!

From then on I talked to myself every day:

“Are you still breathing?”

“Yes.”

“Then carry on enduring!”
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