那次流泪后，我在心里想：

这乌云遮天、似乎看不到一丝希望的时候，不正是修炼大乐观、大坚强的好机会吗？

我为什么不珍惜这修炼的好机会、反而觉的它是苦呢？

我为什么要想这地狱般的折磨什么时候是尽头呢？

我只应该抱住一个信念：坚忍到生命的最后一口气！

从那以后我每天都和自己对话：

“你还在呼吸吗？”

“在。”

“那就继续忍！”

（待续）

(英文对照)

I reflected after the sobbing --

Isn’t this dark-clouds-enshrouding-the-sky, seemingly-not-a-shred-of-hope-could-be-seen moment, precisely a good opportunity of cultivating great optimism and toughness?

Why did I not treasure this good opportunity of cultivation, but took it as suffering?

Why did I need to think about when these hellish tortures would end?

I should just hold on to one faith: Endure toughly until the last breath of my life!

From then on I talked to myself every day:

“Are you still breathing?”

“Yes.”

“Then carry on enduring!”
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